phew. todays saturday. feel so happy.at least i can sleep real late and wake up really late.

school really sucks.i dont even have enough sleep.on wednesday night the worse thing happened to me.i cant sleep.!!! later at about 1 plus in the moring i still cant sleep.!!at first is becus i feel very uncomfortable.but later at 1 plus.my body started to ich.i cant stand it.even now when i say that word.i feel veri eeeee..so thanks to my bro and sis..my sis told mi to share bed wif her . so that night i move to my sis bed to sleep.so instead of sleeping this l way,we slept this - way.actully we r suppoes to sleep this - way.but later we slept this l way.my sis body was straight but her head was crooked.ferr mi,i slept beside her legs.hahas.so the next day.my mum change my bedsheet,my pillow case and my blanket.and oso i was really really really late ferr school.hahas.btw.ferr my chinese lessons.i dunch realli noe why i kept closing my eyes.it is either i m too sleepy or the teacher is damn boring.mayb the answer is shes makin mi sleep. this yr is a really important yr ferr mi.kaes.mayb its not more important than 'O' levels.but its oso counted as important.its PSLE. actually i dunch realli want to write out the 4 letters. so scary. that is why i want to pay more attention to the lessons.if not my mum ham-tum me. i can actually pay attention in english.maths.science. ferr chinese.i want to pay attention but the teacher just makes mi sleep.haiz. ferr the friends part. in the first two days in school.during recess,i was alone.but it doesnt mean i dunch have friends.mayb its becus we didnt see each other ferr a really long time.so we dunch actually get used to it. xD so in the 3th day.i wasnt lonely anymore.but i was short.!!! i from the back go to the middle or so called the front.so sad.!!! yesterday i was taking my height and weight.my height was 149.!!!! i nvr even grow 1 cm tall.!!and ferr my weight i gain 3kg.so the weight now is 40.50.!!! ahhs.!! its a nightmare. i wan to maintain my weight as 30 plus.but now is 40.i must exercise more than usual.exercise.exercise.!!!

sadness grow upon me.