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♥KONNICHIWA!BOO!hihi(: hope you like the blog!quite messy actually,so i hope you're able to see what Im writing(: God Bless You! SAYONARA!
hahas. another brand new day! today is the 2nd day in school after the june holidays. it was quite surpising i didn't post anything during the holidays. maybe i was lazy or maybe i just didn't have any time cause i was studying. today, i just found out that my family dun even have a single trust in me. Everytime i tell the truth, they just don't believe ME! and because of that,i have a question in my mind, "whats the reason for me to live besides God?" . without your family's trust in you, you have no idea what to do?! now home is just another place for me to just study and do my own stuff, nothing else. i always thought that my family have always supported me but i was wrong. and everytime something happen, the first thing they suspect that did that wrong thing is always me when i din even do anything?! All i always wanted was a family that trust me, but why isit so hard?? without it, my life is completely dark except a place for God that is always lighted. Because whatever happens, God is still the most important thing in my life. If even i don't have this, i rather be dead or i should not have existed !