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WEEEE!! today was the day of the injection.. SO PAIN!! and i was happy about it.. quite fun actually ... these few days or weeks or months.. i keep feeling that people don't like me being around them because i'm irritating.. anti-social.. annoying .. evil .. and other stuffs.. maybe i am this way .... i dunno... thats why i always keep silence or just walk alone when im with them ... and sometimes i keep thinking that im in the least-important part in my family... cause most of the time they always blame me when there is something wrong.. and sometimes.. i wasn't even the one who did it!! it's like im the criminal in the family... always in the wrong .. maybe i am this criminal and deserve to be punish.. and even if i really am.. im now even trying to change myself to erase that feeling ... that thinking... and even now... it still doesn't get away from me.. maybe i am that idiot girl with the stupid attitude and deserve all punishment... and maybe i should always be the one to be blame first.. and maybe im so evil that i don't deserve any friends to talk to and things like that.. maybe i should just shut my mouth and go on with life quietly ... and i really regret everything i've did in the past.. now come to think of it.. i realise how baka i am..